{"id":109,"date":"2005-07-07T21:45:00","date_gmt":"2005-07-08T03:45:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/?p=110"},"modified":"2005-07-07T21:45:00","modified_gmt":"2005-07-08T03:45:00","slug":"out-of-sorts","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/?p=109","title":{"rendered":"Out of sorts"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m feeling out of sorts right now.  Misunderstandings, mind games, breakdown in communication &#8211; it all bugs me.  I hate it when it happens.  I spend my time trying to figure out why I reacted the way I did or why the other person reacted the way they did &#8211; sometimes (perhaps most times) I overanalyse way too much.  I want to learn from my experiences, but there is also this side of me that wants to put up walls in an attempt to protect myself.  I hate that side of me.  I don&#8217;t want to go there.  Human nature sucks sometimes!  When can I be free of this sinful nature that tries to save itself when the only way I can be saved is for that nature to die?<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m too inward focused right now.  Gotta get back to God.  Why is it so hard sometimes?  I love Him, but I&#8217;ve lost my way.  Why do I feel like I am drowning in all the responsibilities of this life?  Where is the simple love and delight in His presence?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m feeling out of sorts right now. Misunderstandings, mind games, breakdown in communication &#8211; it all bugs me. I hate it when it happens. I [&hellip;] <span class=\"read-more-link\"><a class=\"read-more\" href=\"http:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/?p=109\">Read More<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/109"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=109"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/109\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=109"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=109"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=109"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}