Finished.\u00c2\u00a0 Finished work for 2 weeks.\u00c2\u00a0 I feel absolutely exhausted.\u00c2\u00a0 This ‘wedding season’ has taken way too much out of me.\u00c2\u00a0 I’m sure I’ll just sleep for the first few days.\u00c2\u00a0 I was thinking tonight how I can’t wait to go on maternity leave so I can rest.\u00c2\u00a0 Ironic, isn’t it?\u00c2\u00a0 I go on maternity leave so I can get more rest than what I’m getting working.\u00c2\u00a0 Something is wrong with this picture.<\/p>\n
\u00c2\u00a0And I’m resentful of my personality type right\u00c2\u00a0now.\u00c2\u00a0 I find it hard to say ‘no’.\u00c2\u00a0 I feel responsible for everything.\u00c2\u00a0 This makes me the kind of person who could be taken advantage of.\u00c2\u00a0 Where other people might have just said they weren’t about to do the work asked of them, I just suck it up because I think if I don’t do it, then it will fall apart.\u00c2\u00a0 And I can’t let that happen because I’m responsible.\u00c2\u00a0 And on top of all that I don’t want people to be mad at me, so I don’t complain very forcefully about it either.<\/p>\n
\u00c2\u00a0I hate feeling like this, but hopefully a week at the lake will go a long way.\u00c2\u00a0 Ok, I’m done talking about work now.\u00c2\u00a0 I’m not supposed to think about it for the next 2 weeks.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Finished.\u00c2\u00a0 Finished work for 2 weeks.\u00c2\u00a0 I feel absolutely exhausted.\u00c2\u00a0 This ‘wedding season’ has taken way too much out of me.\u00c2\u00a0 I’m sure I’ll just […] Read More<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/158"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=158"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/158\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=158"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=158"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=158"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}