{"id":86,"date":"2005-04-10T23:22:00","date_gmt":"2005-04-11T05:22:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/?p=87"},"modified":"2005-04-10T23:22:00","modified_gmt":"2005-04-11T05:22:00","slug":"a-moment-of-insensitivity","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/?p=86","title":{"rendered":"A moment of insensitivity"},"content":{"rendered":"

I’m here to say, “I’m sorry.”<\/p>\n

I realize when I posted my “If I stopped coming to church…” entry, it hurt some people. I know that there are people who read my blog who go to this church and I was being insensitive to them. I’m sorry.<\/p>\n

I can’t say my intentions were entirely noble. I was feeling sorry for myself, among other things. I think I was wanting to be able to connect with some of my close friendships in this church, feeling like that wasn’t happening, and in my frustration and the other emotions I was experiencing, start to wonder if anyone cared or would miss me. I think inside I was screaming, “Hey, I miss you! Don’t you miss me?”<\/p>\n

But, I realize I was being very insensitive. And I am very sorry. I really do care about you. And I really miss you. So much has changed and is changing in my life. I want to be able to share my heart with you, and I want to hear your heart.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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