{"id":506,"date":"2012-03-10T11:55:43","date_gmt":"2012-03-10T17:55:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/?p=506"},"modified":"2012-03-10T12:04:10","modified_gmt":"2012-03-10T18:04:10","slug":"waiting-waiting","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/?p=506","title":{"rendered":"Waiting&#8230;waiting&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Waiting is hard. It feels like I have been waiting for a long time for a change.  This summer it will have been 2 years since I decided it was time to change. I have tried to be patient. I know God has a hand in directing my life and I choose to trust Him in His timing and His way. <\/p>\n<p>But it has not been easy. I have had opportunities come my way that I felt I should not pursue.  There have been other opportunities that have passed me by.  I have felt frustration, confusion, anticipation, disappointment. <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m beginning to feel like the Psalmist in Psalm 13: &#8220;How long, oh Lord?&#8221;  I want the change but I must wait.<\/p>\n<p>This is getting really hard.<\/p>\n<p>(I apologize for the &#8220;cryptic&#8221; nature of this post &#8211; I generally feel irritated when bloggers post really ambiguous posts but I wanted an outlet to vent my frustration &#8211; I&#8217;m sorry I can&#8217;t provide more details)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Waiting is hard. It feels like I have been waiting for a long time for a change. This summer it will have been 2 years [&hellip;] <span class=\"read-more-link\"><a class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/?p=506\">Read More<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/506"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=506"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/506\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":507,"href":"https:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/506\/revisions\/507"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=506"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=506"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/songofjoy.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=506"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}