Waiting is hard. It feels like I have been waiting for a long time for a change. This summer it will have been 2 years since I decided it was time to change. I have tried to be patient. I know God has a hand in directing my life and I choose to trust Him in His timing and His way.

But it has not been easy. I have had opportunities come my way that I felt I should not pursue. There have been other opportunities that have passed me by. I have felt frustration, confusion, anticipation, disappointment.

I’m beginning to feel like the Psalmist in Psalm 13: “How long, oh Lord?” I want the change but I must wait.

This is getting really hard.

(I apologize for the “cryptic” nature of this post – I generally feel irritated when bloggers post really ambiguous posts but I wanted an outlet to vent my frustration – I’m sorry I can’t provide more details)